I am spending a lot of time on a new love right now. A love that I do not know is going to be a long-term commitment or not, but I would like it to. Now I have to decide if I want to do this my self or with a partner and who it is going to be. Am I going to find a partner that sees the same potential as I do? I have never come across something this stable before, a rough Diamant. You just have to polish it and put it out in the light for it to show its fullest potential. I would be so happy if I manage to pull this off (alone or with someone) so that we can go side by side into the future. Everything will fall into place if it is meant for me to have it.
I am also starting a new job (50%) in a week that I look forward to. 2018 came with a lot of new beginnings. 2017 was the calmest year I have ever had, and when I look back, it feels like I had a long vacation. Stayed at home and watched everyone else live their life. I was perfectly fine with the stillness I had in my life but changes are good, and mine comes now at the same time. 2018 is going to bring a lot of work in one way or another, but I look forward to it. I am done with the old, and I am taking the lessons with me to the new that wants my attention. I can move mountains if I want to.